The limelight.
A promise to my daughter
I promise I will never hurt you and I promise the next female I bring around you will love you unconditionally. The next female I bring around my daughter will know me inside and out. The next female I bring around my daughter is the female I call my wife and that’s real. I gotta provide for my daughter on these streets so be it. You will have EVERYTHING in the world even if that means I’m marrying the streets again.
And that’s my promise to my daughtrr
I’ll never forget the day when I met this little girl. When she first saw me, she barely said anything but not even an hour after she was sitting on my lap taking pictures and recording videos in my phone. I spent so many days with her after that, she got extremely used to me. I’ve met a lot of babies, but she has to be one of the best little girls that I’ve EVER met. She’s so smart. She’s silly, but she could sometimes be a bully. Too tough for her own good lol. Whenever I was away from her for more than an hour, I found myself wanting her to come back. I felt like I was in “mommy mode” whenever she came around. So many memories with her and her dad. I never saw him so happy to have the person that he loved the most, spending time with him. I fell in love with this baby as soon as I met her. Being able to put her right to sleep, but never looking forward to her kicking and moving all throughout night :) & whenever she knew she was about to get in trouble with her daddy, she would always come to me. Anyone can say anything about him, but what they can’t call him is an unfit or immature father. Why? You didn’t see what I saw. When his child came around he was a whole new person and that I loved that. You will never understand the genuine love that he has for this child, until you witness it for yourself. & The fact that people would even dare of taking that away from him … selfish and heartless. No matter what the circumstance may be, she will ALWAYS have a place in my heart ❤
the way you have her feeling…
I was ALWAYS there. There was never a time that I said no, even when things were rough. But here’s the thing; when I’m down for someone, I’m DOWN. Absolutely no questions asked. But after awhile, when the same thing happens. When people tell me they don’t need me for anything and they disrespect me, kick me out of places … it’s like they expect me to forget about all of that and still do things for them because they KNOW I still care for them and love them. But at some point, enough is enough. Today I was so surprised that THAT was the only reason why someone got into contact with me. That HURTS. I never asked for anything from anyone, but when people did do things for me, I was always grateful. When I TRIED to talk to you after everything, even wishing you the best of luck with a certain situation, I got shut out. Without a care, apparently I wasn’t the only one dogging people out on social networks. I wasn’t in anyone’s shadows, so I felt disrespected and when I read those things about me. The definite truth comes from three type of people; kids, the drunk and the angry. It’s sad that throughout this ENTIRE thing, no one saw why I felt the way that I did. No one cared when they embarrassed me and stopped claiming in front of their whole family and others. Insecure bitches always come back like boomerangs and it shows the strong from the weak. The only reason why THIS female came back like a boomerang was because she had EVERY reason to. The love for her boyfriend was there, the undying infatuation was there and the thought that every other female never stayed around when they should have should tell you something about MOURGHEN. But I guess not. But apparently I was just a console that you got bored playing with. That’s EXACTLY why I said “I can’t……”
Relationships are harder now
Because conversations became texting, arguments became phone calls, feelings became subliminal messages online, sex became easy, the word “love” gets used out of context, insecurities have become your way of thinking, getting jealous became a habit, trust has been lost, cheating became an accident, leaving became the only option & being hurt became natural.
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